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enneagram:
edges:
1:
name: Recovery
pivot: how will you manage your frustration?
digit: -1,3 0,4 0,-4 -1,-4 1,-4
2:
name: Association
pivot: how will you gain worth?
digit: -3,3 -2,4 2,4 3,3 3,0 -3,-4 3,-4 3,-3
3:
name: Repression
pivot: how will you repress your shame?
digit: -3,3 -2,4 2,4 3,3 3,1 1,0 3,-1 3,-3 2,-4 -2,-4 -3,-3
4:
name: Rejection
pivot: how will you deal with your longing?
digit: 3,1 -3,1 1,4 1,-4
5:
name: Catatonia
pivot: how will you gain security?
digit: 3,4 -3,4 -3,1 2,1 3,0 3,-3 2,-4 -3,-4
6:
name: Paranoia
pivot: how will you deal with your insecurity?
digit: 3,4 0,4 -3,-1 -2,0 2,0 3,-1 3,-3 2,-4 -2,-4 -3,-3 -3,-1
7:
name: Disorganization
pivot: how will you handle your fear?
digit: -3,4 3,4 -3,-4
8:
name: Action
pivot: how will you gain control?
digit: 1,0 3,1 3,3 2,4 -2,4 -3,3 -3,1 -1,0 -3,-1 -3,-3 -2,-4 2,-4 3,-3 3,-1 1,0 -1,0
9:
name: Rest
pivot: how will you suppress your anger?
digit: 3,1 2,0 -2,0 -3,1 -3,3 -2,4 2,4 3,3 3,1 -3,-4
triads:
A:
description: Humonculus of the self/internalization of self/frame of judgement/meta-objective/"Who am i?"
891:
description: Gut/"I am my urges, my concience hurts me"
expression: I am my urges, my concience hurts me
reflection: you have become your urges, your conscience hurts you
affirmation: follow my gut
567:
description: Head/"I am my thoughts, my fear hurts me"
expression: I am my thoughts, my fear hurts me
reflection: you have become your thoughts, your fear hurts you
affirmation: use my head
234:
description: Heart/"I am my emotions, my feelings hurt me"
expression: I am my emotions, my feelings hurt me
reflection: you have become your emotions, your feelings hurt you
affirmation: follow my heart
B:
description: External strategy towards suffering
378:
description: Assertive/"I can change it"
expression: I can change it
reflection: you believe you can change it
affirmation: change it
612:
description: Compliant/"I can tolerate it"
expression: I can tolerate it
reflection: you believe you can tolerate it
affirmation: tolerate it
945:
description: Withdrawn/"I can avoid it"
expression: I can avoid it
reflection: you believe you can avoid it
affirmation: avoid it
C:
description: Internal strategy for one's (meta-)suffering/"who to blame?"
792:
description: Positive/"everything is fine"
expression: everything is fine
reflection: you tell yourself that everything is fine
affirmation: stay positive
135:
description: Competent/"I take responsibility"
expression: I take responsibility
reflection: you hold yourself responsible
affirmation: take responsibility
468:
description: Reactive/"it's their fault"
expression: it's their fault
reflection: you blame others
affirmation: blame others
D:
description: Need/object of desire/"what hole do you have in your soul?"
369:
description: Attachment/"I need freedom"
expression: I need freedom
reflection: you crave freedom
affirmation: be free
147:
description: Frustration/"I need control"
expression: I need control
reflection: you crave control
affirmation: be in control
258:
description: Rejection/"I need love"
expression: I need love
reflection: you crave love
affirmation: be accepted
domains:
A+B: introverted dissonance
A+C: introverted synthesis
A&D: desire-machine
C&B: body without organs
D+B: extroverted synthesis
D+C: extroverted dissonance